Sun through the clouds.../J.E/

The heart-cry of every soul is for intimacy with God. For this we were created and for this we were rescued from sin and death. In Ephesians, Paul lets us in on a little secret: We’ve been more than noticed. God has pursued us from farther than space and longer ago than time. Our romance is far more ancient than the story of Helen of Troy. God has had us in mind since before the Foundations of the World. He loved us before the beginning of time, has come for us, and now calls us to journey toward him, with Him, for the consummation of our love.



When I read these words for myself a couple of days before - I started to question my love towards Him in comparison with the LOVE He is so readily offering to me every minute... It is just I am too lazy, too thought occupied, too out of track, or too astray...and too independent to come closer and be taken into by His arms...


Are we really ready to follow our deepest desires of our hearts? Have we got enough courage to desire the impossible? What is the thing I dug so deeply within the layers of my heart that I find so embarrassing to re-discover now? 

The real proofs of your hearts desires you should look for in your longings and aspirations.You have to start listening to the deepest elements of your own biography /Gerald May/ 

 If you want something very badly, let it free.."Dejalo"-as they say here. And it will come, changed with deeper conviction of your inner self , re-discovered and more mature and more beautiful you have ever dreamed before... It is what happening to me now... when I left things behind, leaving my worries and life-time ambitions to prove others and or to myself that after all I am worthy of something...

Through the joy,which is solemnly located only and only in Him, God cures my false desires...What does it mean looking constantly for joy of Him in my life? In some Paul's letters we can read- /paraphrase- " Give everything to Him with thanksgiving , in weeping of your hearts offering yourself to Him/

I am beginning to learn living His sheer joy and be thankful every day for what He brings to me here through people, their dreams, wishes and their help-yes, help /even though they are not able to realize that/ they need so much considering me to be " de muy lejos, de pais de Polonia"from another world but hoping I can make a difference in their lives. I guess I can.

Yo creo yo puedo ser un factor de cambio. Es dificil pero no imposible.

Gracias...