Another day has come - Re-reading all the time J.Eldrege and his Journey of Desire I ponder upon my own life and my ideals and I miss so much wisdom of my next step- :) Every day seems to be filled with so many activities, observations and the needs of local people that sometimes I feel so lost -where I should be God right now? I guess at the place where I am living in ...immersing totally in Spanish and the beauty of this language and looking for some answers or rather waiting for them in hope He will reveal them in the time most proper for me to comprehend...
Sometimes I struggle with myself, sometimes I find myself in a total tranquility and harmony with my inner being. Ups and downs, thin and thick times make me more resistant to unexpected.... For many it might seem like a cliche but what breaks you and kills you makes you even stronger and you thrive down there at the bottom of your heart as you see things you have never seen before and you put on yourself a totally new perspective...
I want to make a difference at least in lives of some people here - a student who can't afford to pay her English classes by giving her my time , Jahir's future education by sponsoring his private school next year, his graduation outfit, making for him things possible he couldn't have allowed himself to dream of, for the time being cooking for Edgardo as his jobless and hungry, helping Aurita with construction of her new house and many more...
Now I am thinking how to economize my budget to be able to pay for Eliza's doctor's visit and her recovery after the mugging she got the other day...
